Excerpts from the diary of
Mrs. Ruth Frazer


Sunday, 27 June 1875
(afternoon)

Today we are settling in, if only briefly, at Mhow.  It is hot and muddy, but we are settled as comfortably as may be.  We are occupying 2 houses in the British part of the town.  We have the assistance not only of Mr Nahaseemapetilon's relations, but Tattvick's family as well.  This outpost was Mrs Salmalin's home during her unhappy first marriage, and she has been looking about her in the bemused fashion of one returning to a familiar place after a long absence and great changes in life.

I detect a certain frisson of nervous excitement among our traveling "below stairs" staff.  This visit home by Tattvick will certainly bring the growing Understanding between Tattvick and our footman David to the parental test.  It is hard to guess what will happen. From what I have seen, this manner of a girl finding her own husband would be entirely unthinkable to a hindu family.  And yet, Tattvick's mother was willling and able to send her daughter half-way around the world to accompany Victoria so many years ago.  This suggests either a complete disregard for the daughter's safety and happiness or a remarkable degree of trust and forward-thinking.  Given how fondly Victoria speaks of Tattvick's family and how self-possessed Tattvick is, I find the latter more likely. 

Considering Tattvick's age now, quite old for a bride here, perhaps they will be glad to see her settled well.  I expect Lady Cowperthwaite is quite ready to contribute handsomely to the Bride Price or the Dowry. For all that the missionaries decry the Hindu customs as heathenish, it is really not so different from the English way. 

Although below-stairs courtship is hardly my demesne (provided it is conducted with correct decorum), I cannot help but feel a concern to the outcome.  Our staff is far more important to us than to most households.  In every house where I served as a governess, the only notice that the Family would take of such goings-on would be to forbid romantic involvements. Needless to say, the League is nothing like such households. We have all been together through astounding events, and have risked our lives for one another uncountable times.  I do feel a personal concern for David's and Tattvick's happiness, and if necessary, I will Get Involved.  Discreetly, of course.


Sunday, 27 June 1875
(evening)

Today was not an enjoyable day. 

The League of Shadows has revealed a significant infestation of their fighters here, and although we have won the day, I am sure we will see more in the days to come.  Lady Cowperthwaite's connexion to Kali has manifested in a manner which saved us, but has left me with a powerful revulsion.  I cannot forget the sight of her with the blood of an opponent's heart running down her chin as she sucked his life out. 

The first hints of what was to come appeared while we were visiting Tattvick's family-- the Pratijnyas.   We were subjected to an endless round of introductions as word got round the neighborhood and all manner of people came by to see Tattvick and Mrs Salmalin, and meet Lady Cowperthwaite, and so on.  David stayed more-or-less with the hired carriage (more of a wagon, really), looking extremely nervous the entire time.  Mr Salmalin moved in and out of the Pratijnya house and courtyard.  His intended station was outside, near the carriage, but within call, where he could discreetly size up each group of people as they came by.  He had not counted on the enthusiasm of the neighborhood to meet the man who married the former Mrs. Captain Forrester.  Of course he is not a man typically comfortable with being the center of attention, but I expect he was secretly pleased with the friendly welcome and particularly with the general adoration of his daughter.

During this visit, we became acquainted with two young men who, after various conversational convolutions, were revealed as adherents of the local cult of Kali.  They had been instructed to find the Avatar (Lady Cowperthwaite) and protect her from harm.  Specifically, from the cult of Vritra, whose adherents would try to capture her for sacrifice, but from any other threats as well.  The cult of Kali is significant in this area, including the large temple at Balaghat, the destination of our expedition.  We were all being scrutinized by the local followers, including ordinary townspeople and the dedicated local Thuggees.  Mr Salmalin (and I later learned  George as well) received particular scrutiny and assessment.  The first signal I had was the sight of Mr Salmalin, outside, shaking hands with a young man.  They seemed to hold the grip a fraction longer than usual, and look into one another's faces with a strange intensity.  The mere fact of the handshake was unusual--native people here seem to greet one another with hands folded together before their chests and a little bow or nod.  This meeting seemed to be a testing of mettle, a dominance display.

This young man, we learned, was Rishi.  Also at this gathering was his companion Viveck, who seemed somewhat older, considerably more relaxed, and far less concerned with either ritual secrecy or keeping up appearances.  Lady Cowperthwaite found him in the garden and immediately engaged him in conversation, and it was from him we learned some of what was going on.

The circumstance of being surrounded and scrutinised by Kali-worshippers filled me with some degree of unease, as thuggees are generally feared, and for good reason.  We may have our particular Thuggee-trained persons, who have been somewhat tamed by living among us--even so, they are usually inscrutable and often very frightening in their motives and their abilitites.  Allegiance to a goddess who at various times thrives in bloodshed is not necessarily a recommendation to friendship in my opinion. 
It is somewhat like keeping a wolf in the house--its ferocious aspects may be tempered by its sense of loyalty to persons it regards as part of its pack, and it may often be as gentle and loving as any pet dog, but it does not think in the same way, and anyone who forgets that may be in for a nasty surprise.

Still, as long as they respected Lady Cowperthwaite as the Avatar of Kali, I hoped we would be relatively safe, and they could potentially be helpful.

Around 3:30 in the afternoon, we decided to explore the marketplace.  Some of the members of our group who had not joined us at the Pratijnya home were going to meet us there--Mr Frazer and the MacGreggors, Mrs Wooster, Sir Cosmo, Wilhelmina, and George.  Sir Spencer, Mr O'Flaherty, and Lt Wooster, however, were investigating the possible gatherings of Soldiers where they hoped to find their sort of amusement--it being Sunday, the Public Houses were not open, but we all know that Soldiers can find a place to gather anywhere, at any time, and can miraculously produce various spirits.

As we arrived at the market, I was surprised that many of the stalls and shops were closing--none of our native hosts had indicated that the market closed so early.  I quickly surmised that this was not normal closing--the people in the market were surreptitiously fleeing.  My surprise faded, to be replaced by annoyance and a faint thrill of apprehension. 

I was not especially startled when a group of men in Ligue des Ombres pyjamas appeared before us and swiftly also behind--seven men altogether.  Their spokesman harshly demanded that we surrender Lady Cowperthwaite to them, because they needed her to be bait in some trap for the followers of Vritra.  Since the followers of Vritra are currently high on our list of Undesirables, I thought they might be making clumsy overtures for an alliance.  Lady Cowperthwaite seemed to think so as well, and asked them for an explanation of their plan, in case she might want to participate.  They continued to be rude and demanding, and paid no heed to our warnings.  I was surprised at their overconfidence--they had only seven visible partisans, and though I could hear others moving quietly nearby, I still thought they would be hard-pressed to take our party of five--Mr Salmalin was with us, after all, and he could take seven as fast as I could draw a hatpin.  I could also hear the approaching sound of Sir Cosmo's etheric pulse gun, the high whine as it was preparing to fire.       

The odds proved a little worse for us that my initial assessment.  The Ombres leader made a rather absurd dramatic flourish and the curtains covering a number of the stall fronts were whisked away, revealing more black pyjamas and the curved Japanese swords most favoured by the Ombres.  He declared that they had four hundred fighters ready.  Then our own partisans appeared from several quarters--Sir Cosmo, Wilhelmina and George, Mrs Wooster, and the MacGreggors and Mr Frazer.  As the fight began, we were also joined by a number of men in the clothing of ordinary villagers, but with that economy of motion I have come to associate with trained fighters.  Among these were our new acquaintances Rishi and Viveck. 

Each of us fought in our particular ways.  It was a difficult battle, since even with all the local thuggees helping we were still outnumbered.  I sustained a collection of cuts and bruises in surprisingly short order, despite my efforts to keep out of reach. 

Our situation became most dire when a trio of additional enemies arrived, flying through the air and landing beside us.  Each of the three seemed to have a particular mystical ability.  One seemed to direct air or wind in a very tightly controlled way--he could strike a single opponent or a whole line, and I suspect he had used this ability to lift and carry himself and his companions through the air.  Another could produce fire, seemingly from the air, without fuel, and direct it from his hands.  The last man was very large--on the order of Mr O'Flaherty, and seemed to be simply exceptionally strong.  All three seemed to be practically invulnerable--shrugging off bullets, kicks, knives, and whatever else we tried.  I even sacrificed my overskirt, trying to entangle the firey one.  I had liberally doused the skirt with the water in my canteen, and thrown it over his head, but the entire thing burst into flame and was instantly gone.  At least it wasn't one of my newest ones. 

At some point here, I heard Mr O'Flaherty, Sir Spencer, and Lt Wooster join the fray from the other side of the bulk of the Ombres fighters, especially seeing Sir Spencer's large-calibre ammunition tearing great pieces from the powerful warriors, but scarcely slowing them.

Somehow Mrs Salmalin knocked down the fire thrower, just in time to keep me from being charred.  She was somewhat entangled with him on the ground, but she got the upper hand and stabbed him very solidly downward through the chest, chanting with desperate intensity.  Flame shot out of his chest and threw her backward, but Mr Salmalin jumped in to keep him down as she lay scorched and dazed nearby.

Meanwhile, the enemy with the air powers had struck Sir Cosmo down.  Little did he know what that would bring about.  Lady Cowperthwaite was predictably infuriated, and out came the Voice of Kali.  After throwing the opponent about a bit, Lady Cowperthwaite took the rather drastic hands-on approach of striking his chest with her bare hand, driving right through the skin and the sternum, and she pulled out his heart. 

I can't imagine how it can work.  The heart appeared to be his own real heart,  but it seemed to come very quickly detached from all its vessels, when I would have expected them to trail along in a tangle, or to be severed and quickly exsanguinate. Instead, the heart continued to beat in Lady Cowperthwaite's hand, the man was still alive and fighting.  It must be some sort of a mystical metaphorical process--something similar happened to Captain Forrester when he became the Fist of Shiva. 

Although the removal of the heart did not kill the wind man, when Lady Cowperthwaite squeezed the heart, he screamed and writhed.  It was dramatic and horrible, but also effective.  Mr Salmalin, seeing this, grabbed the heart from the flaming enemy, though he at least had the convenient hole cut by Mrs Salmalin, then enlarged with his own knife, to reach through. He even poured Mrs Salmalin's holy water on the flaming heart. 

The giant fellow had flown off, I wasn't sure if he had been struck or thrown, or if he had gone in pursuit of someone of our party. 

I was just thinking we might have a chance, when all of the remaining Ombres fighters other than the firey and windy fellows collapsed and began to smoulder, seemingly spontaneously.  Lines of light shot out from each one, and came to one of the two special warriors.  Mrs Salmalin said the warriors were taking the life force of the lesser fighters to bolster themselves.  I could see some of  the lines bend their paths toward her as she captured the power and prevented the two warriors from taking it.  Preventing them from regenerating themselves seemed like a good idea to me. 

Remembering my success in keeping the spirit of Paolo Pilkington out of his body with my mere proximity, I thought I could deflect the lines by interposing myself.  However, just before I put myself in the way, I heard Sgt Frazer (more clearly that I often do) shout "No!" and I saw him suddenly, throwing himself toward me as though to push me away from the lines of light.  I took the warning at once and stepped back, but Sgt Frazer was committed to his trajectory and as he touched the lines, it was as though he was pulled along the lines and toward the warriors himself.

It was at this point that I realised that Lady Cowperthwaite had the heart in her mouth, and she was sucking ferociously--all the lines of light were passing into the wind warrior and were coming through him to the heart and into her--this now included Sgt Frazer.  I cannot imagine what might have happened to me if he hadn't intervened.  Would some part of me have been pulled into Lady Cowperthwaite?  It's all quite beyond me.  I am just glad that whatever Sgt Frazer feared did not happen to me or my fragile Passengers.  He was later recovered, shocked and disheveled, but more-or-less himself.

The wind man and the fire man were both down, and all the other Ombres fighters had disintegrated.  We were left in the market square in various states of injury (some quite serious, Mrs MacGreggor, Mrs Salmalin, and Sir Cosmo among them).  Lady Cowperthwaite, once assured that Sir Cosmo would be alright, was ready to go off to find the very large man. 

We had one further complication, however...A small cart came rattling into the square, driven by Galen, with Caroline, Robert, and Octavia riding in back.  Violet and Daru were not to be found, but they were accompanied by Lord Vaughn, who rode his own horse solemnly beside the cart.  And well should he be solemn, for Octavia held him at gunpoint.  He seemed to understand that she was deadly serious, and did not test her resolve or make light of the situation.

 As it turned out, Galen had heard his mother and convinced the others to come to the rescue.  They had tricked Violet and Daru into going into the butler's pantry and had locked them in.  I am not sure how they harnessed the horses. They had encountered Lord Vaughn along the way, and when they challenged him, he indicated that he was coming to investigate a disturbance.  He attempted to convince them to return home, but they did not trust his intentions or allegiance, and they did not want him free to act against them or us, so they insisted that he come along until they could find their parents and assess the situation. 

It would appear that we have further work to do regarding self-discipline for these children.  We have raised them to defend themselves and use their wits against potential attackers, but (not surprisingly for 3- and 4-year-old children) they lack judgement as to what requires their intervention.  I suspect that Galen will be the core of the problem--he has the ability to hear when the Voice of Kali is employed, and he inevitably comes running.  The other children follow him--it seems to be their natural heirarchy--and they all (with the possible exception of Robert) want to be where the action is.  Since Galen's mother seems to find the whole matter amusing rather than cause for concern, I will find it heavy going to halt this behaviour problem.  I may need to address my concerns to Sir Cosmo, who seems to be the only person who can really influence Lady Cowperthwaite.  I digress...

Several of our party, led by Lady Cowperthwaite, went toward the river to search for the largest warrior, who, it turns out, had been carried off that direction by George.  They did not find him.  Some bystanders reported that they had seen a large man emerge from the river and flee away from the town. 

It was only later that any of the large garrison of soldiers made an appearance.  We learned that most of the soldiers were being handily distracted from the site of the marketplace ambush by the simple expedient of the Ombres agents secretly buying them all continuous rounds at the not-a-pub.  We were lucky that our 3 gentlemen made it to us at all, much less sober enough to fight.  Perhaps it is just as well that the common soldiers were not present for the battle.  Not only would they have suffered great casualties from the Ombres fighters, but it might have been difficult to explain some of the goings-on.

Mrs Cuthbert has worked on many of us.  My own injuries were not so severe as to require her help, others needed her far more than I.  Once she assured me, quietly, of the well-being of my Passengers, I busied myself with bandages and ointments for everyone.  I will have some interesting new scars.


Monday, 28 June 1875

In the aftermath of yesterday's battle, we had a few new developments in the case, as well as a great deal of mopping-up. 
Inspector MacGreggor handled most of the reports to the local constables and army officers--he offered reasonable explanations of the noises and mess, which were gladly accepted.  In this one regard, the self-immolation of the Ombres opponents is rather convenient.

Both Daru and Violet have continued to be upset by the bad behaviour of the children yesterday.  Several of us have assured them that we in no way consider the situation their fault, and in fact the children are ashamed of their actions now that they must face the dismay and distrust of their beloved nursery staff and their parents.  The point I made with the children was that if they really think that they are needed to help their parents, then probably Daru and Violet are needed also, and locking them up is a terrible mistake.  But, most of the time, having them nearby if there is trouble only makes their Mothers and Fathers worry, which means it is harder to concentrate on any necessary fighting.  They seem chastened, but I doubt that will last through the next sound of the Voice.

Dr Langtry had the temerity to call after luncheon.  He was received rather coldly, because he had interfered with Mrs Cuthbert's intelligence-gathering efforts yesterday in quite an arrogant, cavalier manner.  At the time, she more-or-less sent him off with a flea in his ear, but he obviously expected we would excuse it because of his position.  He seems to think his rank with the LHW gives him some sort of carte blanche to tell the rest of us our business.  He is unable to comprehend exactly how unimpressive we find his credentials in the face of his annoying personality.

Among the intelligence gathered by Mrs Cuthbert, and not shared with Dr Langtry, was a vision of Count Lyndrom and Mr von Klatna seeking sanctuary in the Mission of the Sisters of St Francis.  In the afternoon, a large group of us proceeded to investigate.  We were received by the sisters, two of whom we had met on the train. They managed to indicate, despite the restrictions of their laws of Sanctuary, that the two men had been there yesterday but had left overnight.  Lady Cowpertwaite has put the word out among her local "protectors" that we would like to know where they went, and I'm certain that will bring us some clues.

Last, several of us went to tea with the Pratijnya ladies.  I rather like Mrs Pratijnya.  She bustles about seeming disarmingly scatty, but I see that this masks a very shrewd person, making a serious assessment of all of us.  I wish the mothers of girls I looked after in England had been half so clever, it would have averted some unfortunate matches. 

This evening, we had a light supper, after I sent the children to bed early.  I feel all my injuries stiffening, despite my efforts to stretch, so I doubt I will sleep soundly.


Tuesday, 29 June 1875

Today brought an entirely unlooked-for occurence.  The largest of the Ombres fighters, the one who escaped, came to see Lady Cowperthwaite and beg her forgiveness.  How astounding.  As a member of the Ligues des Ombres, he theoretically believes in the cleansing power of Chaos.  Apparently, he has seen the light and realized that there is no chaos greater than Lady Cowperthwaite and Kali.  I keep trying to tell these people that, this is the first time one of them believed it.  And he hasn't even seen Galen at work yet!

Lady Cowperthwaite accepted his homage, but wisely chose not to employ him immediately in our midst so freshly recruited.  She charged him with finding the strange holy man we met in the temple courtyard in Bombay, the one who is still performing penance for his attempt to abduct and sacrifice Namaste as a child.  The giant man is to follow the mentorship of that holy man in doing Kali's work.

Sir Cosmo has been out trying to contract a guide and enough Elephants for our entire expedition.  This is proving difficult, due to the large number of gentlemen's hunting expeditions currently underway.  Really, I don't know why so many men seem to think it amusing to kill a lot of animals with large firearms.  They don't even take proper field notes about the animals.  Many of the animals are not even taken for meat, only for trophies.  What is the purpose?  We have important business, and all those men are tromping about using the resources we need for their trivial and wasteful entertainment.  It drives me quite mad, especially since we have two of them in our own party, and I am constrained from telling them what I think of it all. 

The weather continues hot and unpleasant, and is making me very cross.  I have tried napping through the hot part of the day, but I cannot settle.  Perhaps I can find a cup of that cardamom-laced tea. 


Wednesday, 30 June 1875

Today we had word that two European men matching the descriptions of Count Lyndrom and Mr von Klatna left the town early Monday morning on horseback, but information as to their direction is inconclusive.  I fully expect to cross paths with them again, and soon.  Mrs Cuthbert's information suggests that Count Lyndrom may be held under some mesmeric state by von Klatna.  We are certain that von Klatna is a sorcerer of some sort, but it is unclear if Count Lyndrom has any abilities in his own right, or how willingly he is proceeding.  If, as we suspect, they are a part of the cult of Vritra, their goal is to capture and sacrifice Lady Cowperthwaite, the Avatar of Kali, in order to take Kali's power for Vritra.  If they are loose in the jungle, they may try to move against us on our route to Balaghat.

It is interesting to note that the Ligue des Ombres are working against the followers of Vritra.  But what are they working toward?  Some other deity's ascendance?  An atheistic agenda?  I hope we can find out before we are caught between them.  

The houses are full of chatter about the marriage prospects for David and Tattvick.  David managed to ask Mr Pratijnya about it yesterday, and he was not so sanguine about the result. Various efforts to reassure him have met with little success, but Mr Pratijnya came to call on Stuart and David today, and was also received by Sir Cosmo, who gave very good reports of David.  I expect the resistance being offered by Mr Pratijnya is essentially pro-forma, but that does not make it easier for David to take. 

 
Thursday, 1 July 1875

This morning I returned to participation in exercises.  Several of us are still working a bit tentatively in respect to our injuries and Conditions.  Mrs Wooster has been primarily instructing Sir Cosmo in learning to fence with a set of swords he got in Bombay.  George has been helping the rest of us keep fit, which is interesting.  He lacks some of Mr Salmalin's Gravitas, but not by much.  I still know to respect his speed and heed his instructions.  Especially since I have not told anyone about the Passengers.  I think Mr Salmalin and George both know, somehow, because they are not so ferocious with me as I know they can be.  Mrs Salmalin has told me that Mr Salmalin is trained to perceive "auras," which I think allows him to see any extras that might be along.  He is very close-mouthed, though, and I think George will follow his example.        
                                                                                                            
In household news, David's suit for Tattvick's hand has at last been accepted, and suddenly the plans for a betrothal ceremony have everyone in a whirl.  This is tricky, since we are leaving town shortly, and the time of our return is uncertain.  David seems by turns relieved and vastly more nervous.  Stuart is grinning when he thinks no one sees him.  Tattvick is maintaining her composure admirably, though I hear her humming very quietly to herself while she is working, which I have rarely known her to do in England. 

More Relevant to our actual work is the ongoing effort to find elephants.  Sir Spencer has prevailed upon an old acquaintance, a fellow game hunter, to allow us to join his expedition, which is going in essentially the direction we need.  This man, Graf Baltasar von Hammerstein, seems surprisingly willing to take on a great encumbrance of women and children, mainly on the strength of his friendship with Sir Spencer.  Which hardly recommends him. 

Part of the reason he had not already departed with all the elephants, is that he had not yet found a suitable guide.  Which is the other reason he is willing to endure our company.  We found the best guide in the area.  Unfortunately, he was already contracted by none other than Lord Vaughn.  Our solution?  Invite Lord Vaughn to join us.  So, with this entanglement of Graf von Hammerstein's elephants and Lord Vaughn's guide, we are prepared to set out on Friday.  I have great misgivings about the Graf in particular, as we know nothing about him, and would rather he know nothing about us.   Lord Vaughn at least can look after himself in case of attack, and he knows not to get crosswise of Octavia.


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