sadness beyond all belief. i
completely failed the group. i met my match in battle and was
knocked unconcious. i hear i missed all the exciting bits and
most of the hitting. and when i started coming to, i was even
in the water. i knew nothing good would come of getting on a boat.
but, even worse than failing in my duties to protect edward, i
seem to have caused several members of the party to leave the
fray and take care of me. while i was out, ms frazer even had
her twins. i saw them at lunch. they are indeed cute, but i much
prefer them when they are old enough to hold a sword. mayhap she'll
let me be in charge of their weaponswork.
if i'm still working here then. i have been thinking about it all morning and just wrote a letter to sir cosmo. i used my best penmanship and new paper and everything. i said i would understand if he were to give me notice. i hope i also let him know i would be sad if i were to leave. this is almost the most and best friends i've ever had. and i doubt i would ever have occaision to be anywhere near HIM if i were no longer working here. i don't know that anything will ever come of it, but there you go.
sir cosmo wasn't in, so i left it for him. i'm still not feeling well. i'm going to plead illness and stay to my rooms until i know one way or another. i'm so tired.
at least i didn't lose matilda. she was next to me when i woke up after the fight.
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